tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79930586809275010562011-11-22T20:50:03.810-08:00Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comBlogger1181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-80878422355447935352011-11-22T20:29:00.000-08:002011-11-22T20:29:50.410-08:00Skip lecture again today... Kinda sian to go school...<br /><br />Wouldn't it be weird if someone from my poly class finds this place... Which is highly unlikely... But all in all it is still possible...<br /><br /><br />Going to add a chat box.. Just for the sake of having a chat box...<br /><br /><br /><i>-Ambrose</i><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is Alive<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8087842235544793535?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-71524108872950494812011-10-27T10:58:00.001-07:002011-10-27T10:58:34.400-07:00I've decided to move on and change the blog layout...<br /><br />Don't think anyone comes here...<br /><br />but better than seeing that past blog...<br /><br /><br /><i>~Ambrose</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7152410887295049481?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-66892012549725062052011-10-25T05:32:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.589-07:00Good to have some place to let out stuff, where only few people know.<br /><br />Not sure who or how many people come by here<br /><br />But it doesn't really matter... Cos I know those few people confirm won't find this place.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />....<br /><br /><br /><br />I like her...<br /><br /><br />But sadly things are always so simple.<br /><br /><br />So my choice?<br /><br /><br />I'll do everything I can to not like her anymore.<br /><br /><br />And just remain friends. That's her wish...<br /><br /><br /><br />So here's to me, cutting out my heart for the one I like.<br /><br /><br /><br />-Ambrose<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />P.s. This is better than her liking someone whom she doesn't just for my sake.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I just can't do that to her.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6689201254972506205?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-24487106005703078362011-09-14T05:15:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.611-07:00Damn damn damn.<br /><br />Why is it I get so worked up and worried, whenever I think she's with another guy.<br /><br /><br />Like together as a couple.<br /><br /><br /><br />Driving myself insane.<br /><br /><br /><br />Getting worked up over little things.<br /><br /><br /><br /><i>-Ambrose<br /><br /><br /><br />To forget, is to lose a part of me</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2448710600570307836?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-67448438261677199462011-09-12T08:28:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.641-07:00Currently in ESC (Engineering Studies Club) camp.<br /><br /><br />Kinda sian sadly. Cause barely know any people...<br /><br /><br />Somehow when really a lot of people don't feel so hyper. Guess I'm an introvert... Hmm...<br /><br />When not with people I familiar with ah... <br /><br /><br />Need time to myself recharge...<br /><br /><br />Must tahan ah... 19!! Gonna be epic. So epic I will drag it over to the 20 if possible.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i>-Ambrose</i><br /><br /><br /><br /><i><br /><br />Sadly I cannot see what I post here when I use my phone cause the template wont let me...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />In these moments, I miss our time spent together.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Even how short it was.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6744843826167719946?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-57068354693010849002011-09-10T00:45:00.001-07:002011-09-10T00:45:00.178-07:00I think I shall post here as well...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />No one knows about this place....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Maybe I'll link to the past...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Hidden though... But I'll still look back now and then...<br /><br /><br /><br /><i>-Ambrose</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5706835469301084900?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-75148076931236166712011-09-10T00:39:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.666-07:00Alcohol. <br /><br /><br /><br />Apparently makes me more depress. That and makes me think a lot more... <br /><br /><br /><br />Weird right?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Trying to find that peace. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And something about this broken heart<br /><br /><br /><br /><i>-Ambrose</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7514807693123616671?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-73093218457891064302011-09-09T11:19:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.691-07:00Know how it sucks... To always being the underdog. To always try and try and try, yet somehow fate is against you.<br /><br /><br />Knowing that others out there, are better. That no matter how hard you try, you just can't seem to be the one.<br /><br /><br /><br />Screw&nbsp;academics. That is only a reflection of how you study.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It's always like that. I try and try and try. However it just doesn't work out.<br /><br />No matter how close, no matter how much time we spend together. No matter what has happened.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Just who am I to you? Do I even matter at all...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Or...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Is it that kind heart of yours can't bear to tell me at all?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I know it can't happen...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I can bear that much...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And it sucks, knowing that there is someone else out there. That catches your interest. Where as being left in the friends corner.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It is hard to treasure what you have, when you always yearn for more. Yet, somehow fate pulls it's strings. To make a mockery of you. What can you do?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I wish. Oh how I wish. That it had never happened. That didn't fall for you. To avoid this heartache. Oh how I wish that it was all a bad dream.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I should have gone JC. I would be buried under so much work it wouldn't have mattered.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Plus...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />wouldn't...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />have...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />met...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i>-Ambrose</i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i>The beauty in the snow, can only be found once in a lifetime.</i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i>Happy I am, to know that beauty.</i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i>and yet...</i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i>How much sorrow I feel</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7309321845789106430?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-32623397113998804662011-08-09T11:13:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.709-07:00Don't think anyone comes here anymore... Which is a good thing. I need somewhere that is at least remotely private for me to post stuff... Or just talk to myself...<br /><br /><br />Looking back at the past few blog posts... I can't help laughing at myself. <br /><br /><br /><br />Was I really that emo? Hahaha... I guess life back then was just that boring...<br /><br /><br /><br />But looking back here, I can really feel that I've changed. I don't think I'm that sad emo boy that keeps lamenting about everything that happens to him. <br /><br /><br /><br />Though that sad little emo boy still is a part of me... Just not in control anymore.<br /><br /><br /><br />Life moves on, but it's always nice to come back to the past now and then huh. To know and remember where we came from and decide what we want to bring along. <br /><br /><br /><br />And what to leave behind...<br /><br /><br /><br />-Josh Ambrose<br /><em>I have the urge to change the template, but it just has too much memories...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>That and I'm lazy...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>More of lazy...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3262339711399880466?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-86798777713170966802011-07-19T07:34:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.727-07:00I don't think anyone comes here anymore...<br /><br />I&nbsp;definitely forgot about this...<br /><br />But I just felt like coming here...<br /><br />Lazy to change anything...<br /><br />Talking to myself...<br /><br /><i>~Josh</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8679877771317096680?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-65093515796943313622010-02-12T07:24:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.745-07:00Wonder Of Wonders... That's what I learn in A.maths lessons... Nice right?<br /><br /><br />Zzz... again I forgot about this blog that I have... Sadly won't be coming back here anytime soon cause need to chiong for a lot of things... Plus not to mention thta no one comes here anymore so I don't really see what's the point in keeping this blog if I am going to talk to myself all the time...<br /><br /><br />Handing a lot of my maths homework very late since they are all graphs so I really hate to do them cause I cannot stand graphs... Such a freaking waste of time to draw...<br />Though I have to say that it is fun to manipulate the equations and all the other stuff associated with that...<br /><br /><br />This Sunday is going to be EPIC!!<br /><br />Seriously it is... <br /><br /><br />why don't you believe me??<br /><br /><br />Haizz.... still don't bellieve me??<br /><br /><br />Why are you even still reading this??<br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh ambrose</em><br /><em>It is EPIC!!</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6509351579694331362?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-85746850677079678702010-01-12T06:29:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.759-07:00They really mean that this year is a new decade cause in like just this week got like mass changes happen in my face... some are confidential but still very major...<br /><br />Made my choice this week so this is it do far...<br /><br /><br />Not going to help out at CDM cause need to focus on O-levels this year and more stuff...Like band...<br />Other choice is that I am going to use the Schmid mouthpiece that I got from Ridha which he took from MJ, which I shall use until June then prep for O-levels. Then after that I'll chose between the schmid or pizka for tune ins<br /><br /><br />Have to keep up the updates on the class blog and the facebook group but need to get the school journal to record everything that the teachers want us to use...<br /><br /><br />Last thing is just to say that the teachers are saying O-levels until like it is damn scary like that which is sort of freaking me out... <br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><br /><em>VS didn't do well for O-levels...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8574685067707967870?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-87741952745412359332010-01-06T05:12:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.776-07:00I've been wondering how can it be a belated new year when it is still the new year??<br /><br /><br />That is currently not important, cause now I've got more stuff to do now... I'm no longer the assistant Treasurer of my class but I am now the guy who has to man the class blog and the new Facebook group for our class... Haizz... plus a whole lot more of crap which I dont feel like going into...<br /><br /><br />My left arm is much better now since the time I burnt it? Cause my mother was baking brownies and was helping cause it was that or doing homework so you know what I would chose... Took out the tray that was inside then the edge of the thing touched my arm and wow... I got a nice line along my arm which blistered followed by turning black and now is currently peeling off which hurts like hell cause the skin underneath hasn't healed...<br /><br /><br />I am deciding whether to go over to divine mercy church to help out with the cathetist over there... But I still don't know whether I should or not...cause for one I don't think I am fully prepared and secondly there is O-levels this year which is important... So people like me can't decide... maybe I'll go next year...<br /><br /><br />Lastly I've just realised that my form teachers are somehow making O-levels seem super scary and super impossible to do... But if you look at it, A1 is 75 marks which is easy but somehow isn't really that easy... Plus the weird stress from the teachers, you can't make heads or tails of it...<br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>Half-hearted , Half-empty, No purpose...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8774195274541235933?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-32110222801624915162009-12-20T08:56:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.792-07:00When for <em>Starlight Youth Mass</em> at the new Divine Mercy church in Pasir Ris after the TC cell meeting... We were called in to do hospitality for the youth mass so in other words we are suppose to put on a smile and welcome people in the church. Was much better than other youth masses that I went to do hospitality but honestly most of us didn't really know what to do cause we were not really prepared and didn't the way around the church...<br /><br /><br />The place is super nice and really big... Like woah big... A funny thing was that there was sort of a fountain just outside the main church and no one knew that it was the holy water that we have to use to bless ourselves with... So many people went in without blesing themselves... But hey, even the priests didn't know...<br /><br /><br />Had to say that the youth mass went off quite shakey but in the end everything turned out ok... After everything had healing, so went to be one of the catchers meaning those people who stand behind&nbsp;those being prayed in case when they fall down... So that itself is a new experience for me cause it is not easy, really...<br /><br /><br />Next is <strong><em>AVATAR!</em></strong><br /><br />The movies is super ultra mega crazy Supercalifragilisticexpialidociously nice and cool...<br />Yes and I am still high from watching the show that is why the line above is so retarded.. but really have to say that the movie is damned right worth S$9.50...<br /><br /><br /><em>Josh Ambrose</em><br /><br /><em>Not too <strong>sweet</strong> , Not too <strong>salty</strong></em><br /><em>Neither <strong>bitter</strong> , Nor <strong>sour</strong></em><br /><em>But full of <span style="color: red;">Love</span>, <span style="color: #073763;">Kindness</span>, <span style="color: #274e13;">Acceptence</span></em><br /><em>That is how we must base our principles and words&nbsp;on...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3211022280162491516?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-24336653857653091052009-12-17T07:33:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.809-07:00I have no idea why I just gave that weird title to a blog post but it was on my mind so it has to do...<br /><br /><br />Yesterday went to Gabriel's house and played mahjong... was suppose to do work but who cares?<br />Had to slowly explain all the basic stuff and everything plus a few (a lot) of mishaps here and there but overall this is what happened :<br /><ul><li>Soo wei kept on losing / gaining extra pieces... </li><li>When we show mercy... He wins big... Out of the blue...</li><li>Gabriel kept on talking trash...</li><li>And won by <em>zi mo...</em> Five times...</li><li>You duen was happy that he was winning at the start</li><li>But realised that winning 10cents did do much to stop him from going bankrupt...</li><li>Shi wei played a bit here and there...</li><li>But didn't win a single time...</li></ul><br />So that is what happened so far on that day...<br /><br /><br />This Sunday is <em>Recollection II</em> but I ain't really looking forward to it... Don't know why but yeah... Plus I got nothing to wear on that day which totally sucks...<br /><br />Don't know whether anyone still comes to this blog so I'll just keep on blogging till June next year then I'll prep for O-Levels...<br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>No matter how I look at it I am always and forever fat...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2433665385765309105?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-14250329053623121732009-12-07T07:18:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.828-07:00Hmm... yet again this is one of those periods that I forget that I actually have a blog... I really wonder why...<br /><br />Got a lot stuff that has happened so far but none of them are really of much to talk about... except maybe for some...<br /><br /><br />Let's see...Went to church chalet quite late&nbsp;at about near 8pm I think, cause went to mass first before that cause Joan and Germaine asked me to go... Went there and at a bit here and there... Then went outside to play cards since the people inside didn't really seem like the kind to play cards... So played for the rest of the time with Andre, Alfredo and Justine<em>[Not to sure...didn't really catch her name...]</em> while the rest of the girls there were cam whoring like crazy with camera with a super bright flash... and forgot to get the photos, oh well...<br /><br /><br />Woke up about 10plus this morning cause was up quite late night... Went to buy breakfast for my family and then dropped the plastic bag with coffee so spilled all over the floor and got pissed off... Argh...<br /><br /><br />Left the house near 1plus later... Then went to wait for the bus to interchange but decided to walk there instead cause was bored... Met up with Victor, Jonella, Geraldyn and Joan at white sands after walking about 20 plus minutes... Went to Joan's house and saw Germaine at the opposite bus stop when we got off so was really sort of lucky...<br /><br /><br />Ate lunch there then began work on the <em>"Spread The Love" </em>campaign, and this time was much more productive with me and vic just eating salsa through the thing... Crapped here and there plus laughed like crazy... Shall not talk anymore about the thing or else someone will come after my head... I think...<br /><br /><br />Sooo bored... don't want to do homework and need to&nbsp;start saving more money with all the concerts coming up and stuff... T.T<br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>Anisia asked if I was going to school on Fri... Don't know why she had to ask that...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1425032905362312173?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-84651782782827673152009-11-21T09:55:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.850-07:00Yet again one of those times where I see the limit of my music playing skills... which are not very excellent...<br />Pieces with consant range of high notes are still out of my range and simple notes plus tonguing are still not always there...<br /><br />Heck... even one of my juniors is better than me... and that really sucks not to mention that my SL is like light years ahead of me...<br /><br /><br />Why this is affecting me so much cause... I DSA into VS which in my own opinion now is really lucky and a damned cheat... <br /><br />I just see that if I were to DSA into a school using a certain CCA then I must at least be able to excell quite well indivually however I am just crap now and I don't even contribute much to the running of the band so I just feel that I really don't deserve my place in VS... This is one of the main problems that have been bugging me this year and the year before just about into Sec3...<br /><br /><br />I don't know what to do now since ther is also an <em>Exchange Programme</em>&nbsp; with <em>GreenView Sec</em> which according to many people is in Pasir ris but I am not very exact at where it is...<br />Either way i do not wish to burden or disgrace my section and the band... any more than it does... so I just don't know how I am going to improve myself and also in time for next years overseas progamme...<br /><br /><br />Everything is just isn't consistant for me... like only some days that i can consistantly have good playing standard while the rest is just crap...<br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>Yet again lost... I need something to guide my way... Anything...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8465178278282767315?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-31049896553917631122009-11-08T18:33:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.876-07:00I am getting suaned practically all over the place and more than usual and surprisingly from people that I did and did not expect... Oh well... That's my life for you... I'm used to it after so many years but overall they do still hurt...<br /><br /><br />I cannot disagree that I think I find myself a bit weird cause well... It is just fun to be someone that your not... for me being an annoying asshole who does dumbass stuff out of nowhere... And for the fact that I've been sitting around somewhat those kind of people...but they are not dumbasses for a fact, they are very good people and just very funny and random people to be with<br /><br /><br />Got to be doing stuff for the section now plus my maths homework which I shall try to complete in record time.[meaning that I could just don't do it... :) ]<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>It would make no difference would it?</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3104989655391763112?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-90568426244505714262009-11-03T06:16:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:20.903-07:00Hmm... the term has ended well since term ended if you get what I mean... For now I just want to try and kick back and chill as much as possible cause it is going to be hell-ish in the coming weeks... Got so many stuff to go through and not to mention the <em>mountian stack of homework</em> that the teachers gave last friday... damn retarded...<br /><br /><br />Well, so far my results are not that bad... I got an L1R5 of <strong><em>15</em></strong> and got <strong><em>3 </em></strong>A1's , <strong><em>2</em></strong>A2's, <strong><em>1</em></strong>B4 , <strong><em>1</em></strong>C6 , <strong><em>1</em></strong>D7...<br />Most people can guess which ones are which for my results... Not really surprising actually...<br /><br /><br />Now my mother is going to be putting a timer on the laptop so that it would log out when the time is up... This is really going to be a major irritantant in my life... ZZZ... and sadly I cannot go back to the super old and laggy <em>XP </em>desktop cause the thing <em>finally </em>died out on us and along with it the <em>DotA </em>I had in it...<br /><br /><br />Quite a few people I know now got to go back to school for lessons even though the term is over meaning: <br />When it is tie for them to chill and relax, it is time for me to be chionging other stuff... not fun at all...<br /><br /><br />zzz... Don't know why I am posting this... I just find it very fun to do practically nonsensical things like being and idiot and an asshole...and stuff like that...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>I think something is wrong with me and not with the above statement. That much I know...</em><br /><br /><br />Was washing dishes when suddenly my left hear went partially deaf, like someone blocked out that side of my ear and kept hearing a very high pitch sound...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Hmm... I feel that I am left out of something and that something has to do with me...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-9056842624450571426?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-50876292942371064612009-10-29T08:14:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.932-07:00Came back today very late cause was clearing up the entire VSCB Library including the score which were in the storeroom. Apparently we had a lot of scores which covered the entire bandroom floor. Some of which we have seen before while others we did not know even existed: <em>Music from Return of the Jedi , Phantom of the Opera.[actually this one I knew sometime ago...] Les Miserbles , River Dance etc...</em>&nbsp; The list would just keep going on... although there is a limit to the number of Pieces there are but the total number of <em>pieces of paper</em> that was there is near uncountable or will drive you insane...<br /><br /><br />Got a lot of pictures cause it was really a very nice sight to see, the scores laid out among the the other stuff in the band room. So in the end me, Zaki, Sherman, Hafiz, the sec2's which consist of Darric, Hamzah and Ming En who cared to stay back very late. The pics I would put them up on a later date cause it is very late now...<br /><br /><br />Another funny thing today was the Cross Country Run event that our school had at the East Coast Park which was mostly a failure for the mass run... Went to walk the entire thing with Calvin, Aiman, Ernest and Dylan... There was a tonne of lower Sec people who were going to the vending machines and buying drinks and the teachers nearby did not even cared...Eventually walked all the way, go had fun walking past the sport officials who were suppose to direct people but failing miserably... was super funny to hear one of the people <em>beg </em>us to not walk that way...<br /><br /><br />In the end decided to cut across to the path that was going back to school as we&nbsp;didn't bother to continue... Dylan surprisingly <em>has</em> a moral compass and ended up walking to the end and back... Another funny thing happened was that as Calvin was just saying something about feeling sorry for those people thta we had cut infront of and how angry they must feel, Yong Siang just suddenly came from behind and was shouting at us&nbsp;cause we cut...&nbsp;he was sweating like crazy...lol... And for those who want to any how blame me, <em>I did not cut halfway throught the thing</em>. <br /><br /><br />I actually cut about 3/4 the way so yeah...<br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><br /><br /><em>Forgot that I need to give a letter to the parish priest for the Archbishop...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is the Magic... Music is the Life...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5087629294237106461?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-11710737499116000752009-10-27T01:00:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.953-07:00Hmm...Deidre's right... the more I think about it the more I see myself as a kind of emo... Things have not always been so straight-forward for me... Either that or maybe people just don't really know who I am? Or is it that I do not open myself out more to people...<br /><br /><br />There are always people who would come to me and their problems... Well, I am not complaining about them coming to me or anything, cause well I'm always open to these sort of things... However, I apparently haven't come across such a person for me...<br /><br /><br />Gack.... Now that I am reading what I am writing I really start to think that my lfe is really emo... Argh.... 0_0<br /><br /><br />Hmm... I guess that I shall end of this every emo and maybe down-to-earth post with a more down-to-earth and maybe emo phrase...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>I&nbsp;am&nbsp;one of the last few that people will remember...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">God is always there waiting for you to just open your heart to him no matter who you are...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1171073749911600075?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-46546332569321498412009-10-16T04:12:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:20.975-07:00This is my one hundred and one post since the time I started this blog for my English project which I had failed miserably since the teacher said the posts were to short and the only thing that kept me a float was that the posts were quite nice and the music.<br /><br /><br />Whenever I think back to my past few memories, well most of them are very blur and many are forgotten, but most of them are memories things that I don't wish to really remember... <br /><br /><br />I don't know why I am doing such random posts but yeah... Just don't really know what to write here...<br />Therefore I shall go through random yet related postings<br /><br /><br /><br />Let's see... only got Physics paper 1 &amp; 2 , Biology paper 1 and Chinese listening from next tuesday to wednesday, therefore I am only going to start like Sun or Mon, don't feel like studying anymore...<br />Have to prepare for the exchange program later in the Nov, which we are exchanging with Nan Hua and Nan Chiau... Why can't have girl school?? Is it that hard?? why must be mixed school and school we have exchanged with before?? zzz.... well, at least Apple would be there so can make fun of the oboe section...<br /><br /><br /><br />The rubber band inbetween my braces has finally moved to the sides of my mouth hence I can play the&nbsp; french horn more properly!! whooooo!!! so bored... I don't know what to continue with anymore...<br /><br /><br /><br />Therefore I shall end off here....<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>-Josh Ambrose</em><br /><em>What I've learnt to day??</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size: large;">Owl City</span>: <span style="font-size: x-small;">The City Where Music Plays And Never Does It Die</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4654633256932149841?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-88234322788944104782009-10-12T07:07:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.010-07:00hmm... the first part of the exams are over but there are many more to go through... haizz... seem to be using less of "haizz" nowadays... Still need to chiong for Geography and then I can "fang song"... ha... Other than my Humanities the rest are rather...how to say a bit more easier to handle than the two crazy topics...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This is my time using the laptop for most likely the rest of the exam period which is until the 21st of Oct, then&nbsp; have to chiong for the Exchange Programme for End-Of-Year concert... why did they have to chose Nan Hua and Nan Chiau?? not that I don't like the school at all, just that I was expecting a GIRL school... not two mixed schools... But it is not up to me to decide so I can't complain or wine for I am just a lowly Librarian of VSCB who has no slight&nbsp;authority over the major politics of the band, so I'll just have to support does who bear that burden as well as I can and obey, follow and lead in my own way...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Yet, again a very long post cause I haven't been posting for about a week I think and the fact that I am in the exam mode. This means that I am writing very long and complexed sentences that not many people can understand and typing away like crazy at the laptop keys for I have not much time left... Gack...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Think I and going to fail my Mother Tongue again... well not really a surprising first for me or anything but it still does hurt... Spent about half my time going through the Dictionary just to try and figure out what the question is asking me to write about... then I began spamming like crazy my compo which somehow was able to write a lot in the 30mins I had but sadly not enought to finish cause I was only able to go about half way through to the climax of the story...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Will be ending off soon, so my very dear reader please bear with me before you go off and do what ever you need to do... A lot of my friends end up very emo the past few days, not much of those from VS but other people... Don't know why but got alot of them affected by the End-Of-Year exams until they lost all of their fun, energy, liveliness and well... themselves...just so saddening... but I don't think I can do anything... however if&nbsp;I could I would do everything I can do to help them in anyway...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Just heard a very loud bang outside my house for some reason and I am not busybody enough to go and see what happen cause I frankly don't give a damn...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Josh Ambrose... That's me...</em><br /><em>It sucks to be left out of your problems... But it is your life so I won't meddle... Just ask 'kay?</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>The Quote Of My Life&nbsp;[ By my Dad, Thank you...]:&nbsp; </em><br /><br /><br /><br /><em><strong>The difference between a Follower and a Leader:</strong></em><br /><em><strong>The Follower only follows </strong></em><br /><em><strong>But the Leader takes the initiative when he follows</strong></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8823432278894410478?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-87421588552111301502009-10-04T06:09:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.035-07:00Music really does have wonderful effects on the soul...<br /><br /><br />Just realised that some older songs are really much nicer than a lot of modern songs, though there are few exceptions here and there... But the effect of the music is very very different...<br /><br />Can't get the song "Dancing In The Moonlight" out of my head for some reason, it is just so damn nice!! Trying to put it on the blog...<br /><br /><br />Anisia is seriously to an extent really.... Gah! don't know how to say also... Keep on taking my damned paper and bible... ZZZ...<br /><br /><br /><br />Today the laptop one of the keys came out when my brother was using so had to spend 1hour+ to just fix the damned stupid key... So had to waste so much time... could have studied...<br /><br />Wow...such a short post...don't know what else to write...<br /><br /><br /><em>~Josh</em><br /><em>What's to do?</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8742158855211130150?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-438929857669743382009-10-02T08:45:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.067-07:00I... really don't know how...<br /><br /><br />I just don't see what's so special about me, or what's even my gift? God has given every human he created a gift that is special to them and them only but what can I do... That makes me special...? Honestly, there is nothing... Just feel broken, and even much more... <br /><br /><br />What do I have? That can be even compared to others whom I know, who are so far away when they are just next to me?<br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>If I could only drown my sorrows in the music</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It doesn't matter, move on... It'll be better for everyone<br />-Josh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-43892985766974338?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-6343946145368529602009-09-25T21:12:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.116-07:00I panicked more than I ever had in my entire life so far...<br /><br /><br />Yesterday, I lost my french horn mouthpiece when I returned home. I freaking panicked like crazy, went to search my bag like crazy and even went to the SBS at Pasir Ris Interchange there to ask whether had they found anything cause my mouthpiece pouch was also lost. Ran into Jonella and Joy there when they were heading home.<br /><br />[They were surprised that I was able to get to the interchange there so fast in a change of clothes...]<br /><br /><br />But then no luck, so went to call the SBS central and went to post a lost and found at the website. Was tempted to have a police report to find it.... In the end, much later didn't find anything and my only hope was that the people from the SBS transit was able to find something. Sadly they called and told me that theydidn't find anything in the bus that I took or any other bus that had the same number.<br /><br /><br />After that I really cracked... I really really did think that my mouthpiece was lost forever and I didn't know what to do next... Went walking around the house turning things upside down like a zombie... I really felt that there was no more meaning... But somehow... Super luckily, it was just outside of my house gate, lying on one of the shoes there. And I didn't even realise when I went out of the house and came back in.<br /><br /><br />People think that I'm a total idiot, but I see it from another point of view.... That when ever something goes wrong I shouldn't panick and forget to do things clearly. Secondly, I can see it as a message fomr God: That if I ever lose faith in him, when I go searching high and low for him. He is actually forever right there waiting outside...<br /><br /><br />People think that it is really nothing much, just some mouthpiece that I use to play my french horn... But it's more than that, not the fact that it is worth about near $200...<br /><br />I know a lot of people who have bought their own i-pods, mp-3's, and other stuff, but for me.The only thing that I own that I used my own money and have on me and used almost everyday... Is that mouthpiece of mine...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>Bear with the super long emo-ic post...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Whenever I Pull On Side Together, The Other Would Fall Apart</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-634394614536852960?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-10023751258931010452009-09-19T03:04:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.143-07:00I wonder what day it is today... does it make a difference??<br /><br />I Leave it to the person reading this...<br /><br /><br />Hmm... <strong><em><u>E</u></em></strong>vening of <strong><em><u>M</u></em></strong>usic and <strong><em><u>D</u></em></strong>ance was quite ok for the band's performance that is... the entire organisation of the programm was quite horrible in a sense... and our stupid dress code which i really think made me look more like the idiot that I try to be...zzz...<br /><br /><br />Band is suspended from today onwards so I can focus more on the EOY but the problem is that couldn't they just leave that band room open just for today??? why?? T.T<br /><br /><br />Pirates of The Carrabian was nice just that I can never get the fast part right cause can't keep up with the tonguing... Grease was nice as well and everyone was very pleased with the performance but the only problem with my playing was that I kept on pushing to hard... damned... was too tired...<br /><br /><br />Will just end of here cause nothing much to continue...and I've got to get going soon...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>I'll Honestly Never Undstand Anything You Do...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><em>The Day This Music Began To Play...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1002375125893101045?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-86248710508166645482009-09-14T05:53:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.163-07:00zzz... exams are coming so therefore my time on the computer would be lesser and lesser so as to buck up my studies more...<br /><br /><br />Fell asleep during Mdm Kwok's lessons and she didn't notice... lolz... wasn't able to very awake for some reason... A lot of stuff during lessons were nonsense today not to mention the Sexuality education course earlier which really made things wrong beyond wrong...<br /><br /><br />Don't know why but people can't seem to hear things that I do, like when it is quiet and I can somehow hear a very high pitched sound like the mosquito ringtone out of no where. I think I am crazy and going mad... But I really don't think anyone I know other than those from my primary school band has every experience TRUE SILENCE... Absolutely horrific... Don't like to remember that time much either...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Have to sign off now , Mother complaining...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Josh</em><br /><em>I know the Only Place Where Music Doesn't Exist</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8624871050816664548?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-25013351271121651422009-09-11T08:34:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.185-07:00Zzz... Don't know why people can't just really see things as I do... but that's for another post...<br /><br /><br />Today had EMD prac and was late casue had some stuff stuck in my braces. Had to wear jeans for some reason, but not really complaining here since it's good to wear something different. Really screwed up today for practise, really really did... Just couldn't keep on getting the notes right consistently... So annoying to hear screwed up or half attacked notes that are coming from yourself... Just have to practise more and decide whether should stick to the new horns or my old and high resistanced 677412...<br /><br /><br />Looked in the mirror when I played my horn, was surprised at how I was playing my horn... Have to work on that as well, cause it is not the normal and proper and efficient way to play the horn...<br /><br /><br />Don't really know what to post now... Going to have to post more frequently and need to keep my life less hectic and more organised...<br /><br /><br /><em>~Josh</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Can It Be Love When You Care Not For Others??</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2501335127112165142?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-86719414734816542092009-08-31T07:14:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.207-07:00Nothing good to go on about... morning assembly today was a complete and utter screw up... Really really on the verge of pumping my juniors till their arms fall off, cause they ask me after the morning assembly whether after school would have mass pumping... Can they only care about themselves only?? They really do not have initiative...<br /><br /><br />Not to mention that nothing is going well in band, a lot of screwing up is going on and somehow it isn't being noticed as much...<br /><br /><br />Getting 2new horns most likely next month which would be September, and found out that the EMD would be on the 19th of September... Of all days why that day?? Zzz... Don't know what to do now... My results have really improved alot since i now have the chance of getting about 11 or less points for my L1R5, but haven't been able to practise much on the horn thus playing skills declining...<br /><br /><br />Really stuck at a tipping point cause I don't know whether to focus on band for the coming concerts or should I just focus more on studies cause they are more important... Why can't I have a simple answer of balancing the two together... <em>[sadly it really won't work out...]</em><br /><br /><br />One of the many problem bugging me, really thankfull for the holiday tomorrow to decide what to do... then there is also the Youth Rally thing on Sat meaning I cannot go for band prac since they don't allow me to go there later...<br /><br /><br />Gack... So many things and yet so little... hmm... there are so many things I really don't understand, whethere I should take the step and risk it all, just to know something...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>I'll Forever Be Here , You'll just have to ask and I'll Give You My Aid , in Anyway Possible ;)</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8671941473481654209?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-69689372061741382952009-08-20T06:13:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.246-07:00Hmm... The truth can hurt like hell...I've learnt that alot for the past 14years, 8months and 30days of my life...But it's just how you handle the truth that really matters... Why am I making this statement? Not cause something really bad happened to me, just that a friend of mine help me understand a side of me that I didn't really noticed about myself...and apparently through Facebook... -.-"<br /><br /><br />Yeah...Now going to figuring something out... Going to pray... And need to try and arrange my schedule for the rest of my life in VS cause I need to get somethings straight...<br /><br /><br />Nothing much today, except that it was the last day of exams and the MT paper was as good as fail...So did most of everyone in about 2 classes...T.T... Bio was simple, somehow it was...Was expecting very chim stuff to come out but in the end nothing that was to tough, other than the drawing of the electrical impluse from the eye to the tendons and triceps of the arm... And th very screwed graph...<br /><br /><br />Got an overall of 74 for Chemistry not counting 1 test since I wasn't present and going to take it next Wed... Really really vexed right now... Got a lot of things that I need to work out and I don't think I can actually handle it...Or that I can focus that much on it... zzz...<br /><br /><br /><em>-Jlwr</em><br /><em>Going to work out some stuff...Can't think much as usual...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Last Thing I'll remember:</em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">The Time Is Now My Huthu Brothers, It Is Time To Cut The Tall Trees!! ~ Hotel Rowanda</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6968937206174138295?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-83626101594851444362009-08-19T07:03:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.288-07:00I've really noticed that my post are very far apart...so I've made it a point to at least to make a post not longer than 604800seconds apart from one another...haizz... really annoyed right now...<br /><br /><br />Got so many things that are driving me up the wall... school... Argh!! I really wish for 1 day I could get away from it all... That and the fact that the though of being fat is still lodged in my mind and somehow is a fact that I currently cannot escape... It's just very frustrating...<br /><br /><br />It really just sucks to be fat...and there is no need to elaborate cause there utterly is no point as not many people would understand how it is like...<br /><br /><br />Really pissed off cause parents didn't allow me to go for bible study today...but maybe they are right to stop me since my last paper is tomorrow... It really is hard to try see things from both point of views...so tempting to stick to one and just screw the other... But I know it's stupid to do so... So which way do I go? Or do I take the path inbetween...??<br /><br /><br />Oh and it so happens that I can fall asleep right in front of the class and right under the teacher's nose...Don't know why but I can't seem to focus...either that or got some very random and nonsensical people behind me... I'll go with the first option...<br /><br /><br />Have to wake up early tomorrow to go to school by myself since my father would be overseas and mother can't drive. Not that I'm saying that it is bad that she can't drive, just stating a fact with no ill-intentions or motives or any means in a way to damage her reputation.<br /><br /><br />So I'll sign off here for now and try to update more tomorrow after the Sec3 batch meeting which has been pushed from last Saturday and is currently pending the day before whether is is confirmed to be held since one of the BM's would confirm leave very early since he's YCH...<br /><br /><br /><em>-Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Get what I mean??</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Why Oh Why?? Can't You People See It??</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">It's Going To Become Worse... Why Can't You See It?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Why Won't You Do Something More About It??</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8362610159485144436?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-30434275136255105412009-08-05T07:05:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.315-07:00Things are not really going to well for me right now...Very very horrible in fact...<br /><br /><br />Woke up this morning feelin like I wanted to just die... Then continued sleeping and then when to see the doctor later. Apparently I got a 50% chance of having H1N1, which I maybe somehow got... So got a 3 day mc meaning I only can go back to school next Tuesdday... NOO...<br /><br /><br />Going To stay at home and rot to death... very bored after today... so sian... Worse still was that couldn't go for the talk about Mother Mary at the church... damn... gack...so irritating... Was also planning <strong><em>"Death By Cupcake"</em></strong> that were made by anisia...<br /><br /><br />Why me? Why me??<br /><br /><br /><em>Josh</em><br /><em>[I get the feeling that H1N1 is now the least of my worries... T.T]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><strong><em>My God, My Father, Why have you Forsaken Me So? Why Father??</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3043427513625510541?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-77315432825611465992009-08-03T06:52:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.341-07:00Gack... Really seems to be at my wits ends so far... Band has been crap so far, cause everyone is slacking beyond slacking thanks to the H1N1... very very annoying...not to mention that my juniors want to get their own mouthpieces but I think might not really be advisable, however I think that's what my seniors thought of me as well...<br /><br /><br />Need to talk to someone...Very stressed...I just need to let it all out...But somehow always end up helping other people's problems...not that I don't like to help people, which I'm extremely fine with, just that I need to release some stress as well...<br /><br /><br />I'm trying to mug for the coming CA2 however I was not able to do it well...since I'm not a mugger... T.T....<br /><br /><br />Trying to figure out the rest of my life so far...and the future, but haven't been able to go that far...just know that I want to be a doctor who works on prostetic limbs...cool right?<br /><br /><br />For me now that I feel that I need or have this urge to know GOD more... I really don't know why...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Josh</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Gone and Forgotten...Always Has Been</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7731543282561146599?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-73866468697488272009-07-29T04:30:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.366-07:00I'll try to sum up what has happened since the last time I had posted, however since I haven't got the time I'll just skip all of that and go to other stuff and leave the rest for your imagination.<br /><br /><br />Life sucks for me now since got a password lock on both the computer and the laptop... very anoying... and now I really don't feel like going back to band again... just somehow lost the drive and the passion...<br /><br /><br />Nothing much the past few days just that a lot of nonsense has occured during school and after school time. Like my idiot of a moniter hving ice cream come out his nose... freaking cool, disgusting and stupid at the same time...<br /><br /><br />Don't really know what to do with the rest of my life from here on out and mostly other stuff as well... It really stinks... only thing that has been going quite well was my studies which I am half heartedly can't be bothered...<br /><br /><br />Really don't know what else to write... will continue when I can come up with something...<br /><br /><br /><em>Josh,</em><br /><br /><em>[my ex-ex-SL has been bugging me to do this post quite sometime already, and not to mention some other people...]</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7386646869748827?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-11619303182287940432009-07-13T07:00:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.388-07:00Again I haven't been posting for quite a long time... Got quite a lot of other stuff to do and A LOT of things that are running through my mind right now... getting more and more frustrated... gack...<br /><br /><br /><br />It's quite a late update up yeah... I'm now the LQM of VSCB... isn't really much of a great post but it's quite satisfying... the other 2 LQMs are Hafiz and Sherman...and the latter is the SL of euphos... so overall his post is higher than mine and Hafiz... Joel became the SL of horns which doesn't really surpirese me much though...yeah...sort of saw it coming...<br /><br /><br /><br />Quite a lot of things have happened the past week and more to some with the coming week... Lacking quite a lot of sleep right now... need to drink more coffee from the stupid new school canteen... <em>Can't really say that it's bad but yeah... I really miss the old one...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>[Has a great temptation to go to e-bay and buy a gun...]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>One of the many things that have been going through my mind... And I say again... I am not suicidal... not when there are things that I've left undone...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Josh</em><br /><em>Update more another time... very tired and can't think straight again...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>I'll Never Now What To Do... Especially Around You...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1161930318228794043?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-80104461685898696472009-06-18T00:47:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.411-07:00Haven't been updating the past few days... was too tired...haizz...<br />Didn't know there were actually <em>that</em> many ppl who read my blog...<br /><br /><br />Nothing much to say about the past week, just that MWXXIII was really a sucess. The hall was like half full just before the concert started, but then suddenly alot of ppl came in... like omg?<br /><br /><br /><em>[haizz... I feel like I'm talking someone I know... argh!!</em><em>]</em><br /><em></em><br /><br />Haven't done the hoilday homework yet, haven't even bothered myself much just that half way through I just get distracted and do other stuff like read books... and I've got ALOT of homework clogging up...<br /><br /><br />Currently trying to force myself to do my homework, but so far:<br /><br />Do HomeWork: 1<br />Don't Bother About HomeWork: 98<br /><br />[yeah...I've really been trying so you can't blame me...sadly the work is still not done...]<br /><br /><br /><em>Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br />[Apparently the 1 time I did try only lasted about 1hr...]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8010446168589869647?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-29245097295198318782009-05-28T01:14:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.433-07:00Argh... Seriously tired now... damn...<br /><br />Had the car wash thing today for service learning, was tiring even thought I only liked washed 2 cars... Still, I have to admit that overall we all did quite a good job, especially for the group I was with...<em> </em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Consisting of me, Issac Tan and Hafiz]</em><br /><br /><br />Totally exhausted cause the people left behind had to go and clean up the PE department room... wth... but it was quite worth it for 20+bucks... Apparently <em>some </em>teachers don't really take care of their cars... the last car our group washed was like muddy all over... we were like:<em> where the hell did he go??</em> Especially since he's like one of those <em>neat </em>teachers...<br /><em>[It started raining after the entire thing was done, so in the end all our hard work for the teachers and their cars were put to waste... but we still got the money!]</em><br /><em></em><br /><br />Was so tired along the way back I dropped like about $1+ , haizz... feel even more stupid then ever...<br /><em></em><br /><br /><em>WaitingHopingPraying</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Whenever I Look Back At What I've Done, I See An Idiot...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2924509729519831878?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-85691944543641524922009-05-24T05:37:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.454-07:00Okay...haven't been blogging for the past few days... haven't really been in the best of moods or sanity for that matter...<br /><br /><br />Currently <em>VSCB</em> has 5 songs to prepare for <em>Musical World XXIII</em>, and following that we have to prepare 3-4 other songs for <em>Asian Youth Olympic Games</em> on 2 July... OMG!!Really going to die... and I mean me cause now the most of the songs are killing me due to the fact that my playing skills are not consistent<em>.[Really feel like killing myself for being so bad...]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>[Don't want to talk about the exams for now since the first 3 papers were already very screwed up and godly screwed up until the teacher even left me alone during the entire lesson while I sat somewhere and emo...]</em><br /><br /><br />Pulled my thigh muscles during swimming today... Hurts like hell right now... I can't even walk properly now... wth... The best way to end off the week for me...<br /><br /><br />Selling <em>Musical World XXIII</em> tickets<em>!![Finally!!]</em> So if anyone want to buy the tickets from me please feel free to sms, ask or just post in the c-box!! And cause due to the <em>H1N1 virus</em> running around, I have to collect the <em>names</em> of the people buying the tickets and their <em>contact numbers</em> for contact tracing if an outbreak occurs and <em>refund</em> of tickets if the <em>alert level raises to RED!! [On the other hand, there'll be no school... Hmm...]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>WaitingHopingPraying</em><br /><em><span style="font-size:78%;">When You're Here, I'll Never Know What To Say...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8569194454364152492?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-1265789097813836472009-05-08T22:13:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.491-07:00Haizz... Been very boring these past few hours... got nothing to do...<br />Had just finished moving out some of the room stuff, cause parents went to some Feng Shui guy and now are moving stuff around just because the guy said that got some <em>bad chi </em>or some stuff...<br />I just believe it's a load of nonsense...<br /><br />Haven't been at my best of moods lately... feel like a real idiot right now...<br />Almost everything has been turning upside down for me these past 2months... and they can really put a guy down...<br /><br /><br /><em>Jlwr</em><br /><em>Not Everyone Can See The "Brighter" Side Of Things</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-126578909781383647?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-61140278165903348882009-05-08T01:20:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.527-07:00Ok... As you see I've got a new skin... many thanks to anisia for helping me out!! :)<br /><em>[And as you notice... she made me leave her full name at the links... had to hold my end of the deal]</em><br /><em></em><br />Either way, exams are driving me up the wall... Can't think straight... I even fell down like 3-4 steps of the escalator on the way home... Getting lamer everyday...<br /><br />Really can't take much more of it...Been distressing by tempering with my class blog and just realised I had to retype all my links...<br /><br />Still trying to work around the skin....<br /><br /><em>Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Don't Worry , Be Happy</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6114027816590334888?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-83359082003241355122009-04-21T06:25:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.554-07:00Firstly, I'm really fed up with the blog skins cause for some reason no matter how many skins I try it just can't work, saying that the elements not formated properly...<br /><br /><em>[Eventually ended up with a headache and sore eyes after viewing 12 different html codes again and again...]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br />Secondly: <em>Musical World XXIII</em><br /><em></em><br />Tickets ain't out though I'm begining to understand why...<br /><br />The pieces Mr Tan chose were yet again<em> really something...</em><br /><br />We got 2 more pieces that other schools had played for <em>SYF: Merry Widow Selections and Die "something something something"</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Apparently Die really describes the piece...]</em><br /><br />That's all I can reveal for now...<br /><br /><br />Lastly, exams are just around the corner, in 2weeks time they'll be here and still I don't feel the exam stress coming since have been chiong work since <em>SYF </em>cause very far behind in alot of subjects right now...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Very very annoying...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Father has been pestering me since after SYF for studies and having less time on com]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>There are Lines between Liking, Disliking and Despising</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8335908200324135512?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-40136740537980550632009-04-13T07:52:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.591-07:00<em>If anyone could help me redo my blog skin just post in the c-box, cause having alot of problems and i'm really sian of this skin...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>kk thx</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Life has No Re-Play, but it Has Many Lives for You to Take Up...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4013674053798055063?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-75344044255126555632009-04-13T07:18:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.621-07:00yeah... didn't blog for some time now...<br /><br />Anyways, <em>VSCB</em> got <em>Gold at SYF!!</em> Not much of that a big deal right now since it was quite some time after it...<br /><br />Had <em>MT Orals</em> today, very very long and boring... in the end was like the 2nd last and left at about 4 30... lol...<br /><br />Then went for some course Sec3 had to go for, was a makeup cause band ppl missed due to <em>SYF</em>... I was <em>a bit de late</em>... It was at 2 45...<br /><br />Very Very sian right now... nothing to do much since band is at a stand still last week and got no cath class...<br /><br />Planning on selling as many <em>MMXIII </em>tickets as possible... cause very bored right now...<br /><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Contact me at this blog for tickets or my Phone</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Call me and I kill you...[During Sch Hours]</em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Judith: If you're reading this then help me reserve 1 ticket for the SJC concert thingy... I see whether can help you get ppl buy tickets... :)</em><br /><br /><br /><em>p.s. I lost your n.o so yeah... sorry...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Life is Only 1 Man Wide...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7534404425512655563?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-30108231813962192082009-04-07T05:36:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.653-07:00<em>I'll make this post quick</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>2 Reasons:</em><br /><ol><li><em>Got alot of Homework Piling up</em></li><li><em>I'm Really Really Freaking out right now....</em></li></ol><p><em></em> </p><p><em></em> </p><p><em></em> </p><p><em>For the 2nd thing; the com I using in parents room</em></p><p><em>I left the room</em></p><p><em>The toilet latch suddenly moved(it's quite obvious)</em></p><p><em>The door was open when I had left it closed...</em></p><p><em>Fully closed...</em></p><p><em>I'm freaking out...</em></p><p><em>[I'm the only one home...]</em></p><p><em>~Jlwr</em></p><p><em>[I didn't hear the sliding door move...] (makes noises when moved...)</em></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3010823181396219208?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-62775584063887553532009-03-23T06:03:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.678-07:00I'll make this short...<br /><br />I am not proud of some the things that I've done...<br /><br />I do not mean horrible or bad things...<br /><br />Just normal things: My place in band, My studies, <em>My Life</em><br /><br />Today was horrible...<br /><br />Just terrible...Worst day ever... Played the worst today...Not to mention the screw up the entire band had...<br /><br />I shall not continue...<br /><br />But I am not Proud of these things in my <em>Life</em>, technically I can just say everything...<br /><br /><br /><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Everything </em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>that </em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>I used </em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>to be</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em> Proud</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em> of....</em><br /><br /><br /><br />~<em>Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>This Blog is now DEAD, till the end of SYF or so I see fit...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>IF YOU PUT YOUR HEART INTO IT, YOU'LL GET YOU DESERVE</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Nil Sine Laboure</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6277558406388755353?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-61251947213889924302009-03-22T06:11:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.697-07:00Ok, I'm back to blog after along time after much pestering and other stuff...<br /><br />Quick update of the past almost 2weeks:<br /><ul><li>Sec3 Camp was hell...</li><li>Well, it wasn't really hell but it was quite ok...</li><li>Toilets were still manageable although many had no locks or broken doors</li><li>The above applies to <em>Female </em>toilets especially...</li><li>Slept in a tent with a guy that snores worst than a pig...</li><li>The next door tent complained... wtf...</li></ul><p> </p><ul><li>Band Camp...</li><li>I got not much comments on it...</li><li>Just disorganised...</li><li>ALOT of injuries... 6+ in 1 day...</li><li>Not bad night walk</li><li>Not much sleep</li><li>Didn't sleep on Monday night, was up on the computer!!</li><li>Above explains why I was around tagging in 4am</li><li>Sec1's are cowards, can't really say so but got quite alot of fakers</li></ul><p>So that's a breif run through my 2weeks of camp...</p><p>I got nothing much to add at this point since school is going to start tomorrow...</p><p>Just that I've been up and about making up alot of those <em>sentences[refer to previous post]</em> for the past few weeks especially during my time in camp and other times when I'm free... </p><p>Don't know why, it just does...</p>Nothing much makes much sense to me these past few days...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>[SYF is in 2weeks time, it's time to chiong!!]</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>There is a fine line between being afraid of something and being scared by something...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>P.S. To all those who I've spammed these lines, just bear with them, they can't kill... They have alot more meaning that what say...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Or so I'm told...]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><em></em><br /><em>Believe in what you choose, as you always have the Choice...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6125194721388992430?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-56680172024846304472009-03-10T07:48:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:21.723-07:00I shall not deny it: it's going to be hell...<br /><br />I got Sec3 Camp in Malaysia from tomorrow till Friday, then Monday is Band Camp till Thursday...<br /><br />Hell...<br /><br />Plus still emoing over the past week, screwed my CA1 like hell... and not to mention I played horribly for band prac and Mr Tan was staring at me angrily like want kill me...<br /><br />ARGGH!!!!!!<br /><br />It's just damn frustrating...<br /><br />Hoping can do well for next few weeks till SYF<br /><br />Until I'm back, here's some <em>Life Quotes </em>that came by my mind:<br /><ul><li><em>Whether the cup is half full or half empty, at the end of the day it's the same thing...</em></li><li><em>The Mind, it is as deep as the Ocean yet as small as a peanut...</em></li><li><em>Two heads don't always see what the other sees...</em></li><li><em>Life is like a Highway, there maybe ups and downs but it is the little things along the way that makes the journey worthwhile...</em></li></ul><p><em></em> </p><p><em>My Favourites:</em></p><ul><li><em>The Little Wonders in Life are the things that keep you going...</em></li><li><em>Do not wait for Miracles to happen, BE the Miracle!!</em></li><li><em>Music cannot be expressed in Words, it is the Writing of the Soul...</em></li></ul><br /><em>I'm just too emo to do anything... just too emo...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>[I Live my Life the way God has planned it for me...]</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>When I'm Gone, no one would mourn an empty grave...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5668017202484630447?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-73495300530564668822009-03-03T05:38:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.746-07:00Zzz... very very very very emo right now...<br /><br />Alot of school problems: Band Camp food stuff i need to finish off as soon as possible and I emoing over <em>CA1</em>, it's a habit...<br /><br />Can't play my horn very well... Don't know why but it's just my braces I think... Can't wait to remove them on April 22, exactly 15 days after the SYF for VS...<br /><br />Just not really feeling very enthu much these days, not much sleep and rest... For the past 2weeks my schedule has been something like this:<br /><br /><ul><li>Come home</li><li>Study like hell</li><li>Eat</li><li>Study</li><li>Sleep at 11+</li></ul><p>That was <em>CA</em> week, now is more like:</p><ul><li>Practise till 6+ earliest</li><li>Come home 7++</li><li>Eat </li><li>Band Admin stuff</li><li>Sleep 11++</li></ul><em>[All the timing here are most likely the earliest time I do something...]</em><br /><br />Haizz... I'll just end off here, too emo to do anything...<br /><br />Feel like crawling into a hole and die...<br /><br /><br /><em>Die</em> slowly...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Nothing much these days can cheer me up...]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>I stand alone at a crossroad, watching my friends walk into the horizon...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7349530053056466882?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-54545180063911047792009-02-22T05:57:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.786-07:00No matter where you go you would always hear this word: <em>Exams</em><br /><br />Can't really stand that word much, technically not many can stand it...<br /><br />If your in <em>VS, </em>there is one thing everyone shares: <em>You don't feel like it's the exams...</em><br /><br />I'm serious, you don't. For some unknown reasons it's always like that... But yeah, can't help but do last minute work...<br /><br />My exams are next week and yet it doesn't feel like it... so I'm half panicking, half slack... it feels very very weird but you'll get used to it :)<br /><br />Been mugging for the past week so don't dare to shave, cause very blur in morning. It's going to be the same for next week...<br /><br />Somehow <em>OM Chia</em> hasn't noticed for the past week no matter how many times I've past him... [I think he's just getting old...]<br /><br />Been feeling emo ever since <em>Valentines day</em>, don't know why and it's been a week...<br /><br /><br />Although today can happy: I become <em>Unlce </em>liao... [Dunno whether it's good or not]<br /><br />My eldest cousin from my mother's side the wife gave birth today, just came back from <em>KK Hospital</em>.<br /><br />It's a girl, and the eyes quite big but very cute. [Seeing whether can get photos from cousin]<br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>[Feeling very emo... Don't know what to do... haizz...]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Love is complicated, so is Life...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5454518006391104779?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-46436606557448124562009-02-15T03:51:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.817-07:00So yesterday was <em>Valentines Day...</em><br /><br />Yet another day for me to emo...<br /><br /><em>haiz...</em><br /><em></em><br />Anyways, was able to overide the <em>emoness</em> with a good amount of <em>mahjong</em> at uncle's house. :)<br />Earned about $11.50 with the help of my <em>gong gong, </em>he didn't want to play cause we were playing quite small, 10cents smallest...<br /><br />I got three cousins from that side of the family, 1married, 1 uni and another poly<br /><em>[Technically their all brothers... then I'm 4th oldest there...]</em><br />The one in poly had a date at 9 but somehow was able to push it to like what? 9.45<br />Say go East Coast watch sunrise<br /><em>[Apparently, his two brothers had done so before and so did my father...]</em><br />The one in uni came later after his date, amount of money spent:$88.90<br />Amount the younger one spent: $0.00<em>(lol?)</em><br /><br /><br />Just more heartaches and woes for me since in all boys school, although i do not regret being in <em>VS. </em>But yeah...<br /><br /><br /><em>haizz...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[I'll say it for the first and last time: I AM NOT GAY!!!]</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Love is complicated, and so is Life</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4643660655744812456?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-20197481683176052462009-02-10T05:57:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.843-07:00Haven't been posting a lot since the start of the year, Sec3 is <em>quite</em> crazy...<br /><br />Especially with CA's in <strong>2weeks</strong> time, an exchange for band in <strong>March</strong>, Sec1's to teach, pieces to practise, techniques to improve, <strong>instrument assessment</strong> to go through...<br /><br />Really finding it hard to improve techniques right now, maybe it's the braces or it's me. Can't really tell, but I think it's me...<br /><br />Still owe language teacher work, so very hectic and worked up about it...<br /><br />At least there's still friends to count on, right....??<br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Right...???......</em><br /><br /><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>[Noticed not many people re-linked me, thanks to Izak. Feeling quite emo...]</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>I'll be on MSN when using the com so yeah, [joshua.lwr@gmail.com] but state who you are first on my c-box or phone or msn...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2019748168317605246?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-67008184809114660002009-01-28T05:04:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.864-07:00<p>I've been more and more random the past few days, don't know why... Seriously, all sort of nonsense keeps coming out of my mouth most of the time. </p>Can't decide whether because I picked up Ryan's lameness, to much time around You Duen or due to some idiots next to me in class...<br /><br />Most likely since everyone has been <em>suaning </em>me like for free the past few days that I've resorted to this level of stupidity... [Haizz...]<br /><br />Sorry to those that I've insulted so far as from my primary days in SSS, I tio suan like for almost everything due to my size last time, so I would suan back. At the worst and wrongest times somehow... like when there is that worst opportunity to suan someone, it'll be me...<br />[Somehow can't stop myself from going all out suan people from SSS that suan my alot last time...]<br /><br />After the EU at MC, was able to somewhat control. And now working on 'killing' that bug or defect in my system.<br /><br />So VERY sorry for those I've suaned before...<br /><br />But I digress...<br /><br />So had no school to day [know people not from VS very jealous :-) ], had tution in morning and afternoon followed by going to band room. Apparently Darren[Y.C.H] and rest went ParkWay and left <em>my</em> junior to take care of the band room. He, sadly didn't know that he cannot leave the band room as there must be at least one person in the band room.<br /><br />Rest came back, practised for about an hour or so, can't remember cause clock in band room was stuck at 8+. Then play <em>dai ti</em> with Y.C.H, Toilet Bowl and Shi Wei [don't know his batch nickname]. Then followed by Texas poker using Carrem[Spell worngly?] seeds as the chips, and Izak joined.<br /><br />Rest nothing much: Uncle came lock up, left for home, took 12, played a bit of <em>Granado Espada[went new area, much harder]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><em>[Tomorrow passing CD for Granado Espada for cousins, also stop playing until holiday]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Maybe my longest post so far...]</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6700818480911466000?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-47218527770330070272009-01-27T05:18:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.891-07:00This is the question I've been thinking about for the <em>Lunar</em> New Year. Really does raises some eyebrows...<br /><br />So very sorry for not blogging during this period as went out visiting relatives that I very seldom see.<br /><br />[Not much <em>HongBao</em> this year, thought as much. Doesn't really matter though...]<br /><br />Finally was able to get a <em>MSN </em>account up through the <em>Lunar </em>New Year, and yes I know that it is really <em>quite late</em> for me to get a<em> MSN</em> account. Anyway, since didn't have much time to work on it so I am really blur on how to use... Need HELP!!! [Post in C-Box]<br /><br />Thus, once I'm able to get my <em>MSN </em>working like everyone else, I'll still be blogging, maybe more... You'll never know...<br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em>[I'm playing Granado Espada when I'm free... which after today is NEVER]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4721852777033007027?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-31729388398233714862009-01-21T06:35:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.916-07:00<p>Ok, I'll keep it simple: </p><ul><li>Junior found blog so changed address and blocked search by Google and such</li><li>Took his book which was nice but perverted beyond reasoning for teen book</li></ul><p><em>[Here's the catch: the author is a women...]</em></p><ul><li>Homework is pilling up due to extended <em>CNY </em>holiday...</li><li>Just found out taking out braces in April</li><li><em>SYF IS IN APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!</em></li><li>Completed all homework</li><li>Need to see Chia tomorrow morning...<em> [7 in the morning??]</em></li></ul><p>So yeah, that somewhat wraps up my week so far...</p>Still cannot find the <em>Viennice Horn</em> for<em> Siegried's Horn Call....</em><br /><em>[I think it was by Hans Pizka...]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><em>[No new books to start off the year...]</em><br /><br /><em>[Input comment on Siegfried's Horn Call]</em><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3172938839823371486?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-87311932140452701272009-01-16T06:42:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.936-07:00Ok.. did quite alot of changes to the blog, though the layout still maybe the same...<br /><br />Finally put up some horn stuff, go see <em>French Horn Stuff...</em> for fun stuff, especially the Siegfried Horn Call for Double Horn, still finding the one for Viennice Horn.<br /><em>[Best thing to listen when need to wake up]</em><br /><br />Posting more tomorrow....<br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Comments on Siegfried's Horn Call (Double Horn)]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8731193214045270127?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-57368016917791165572009-01-03T02:27:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.955-07:00Quite emo right now, due to lots of stuff that wasn't able to do during the holiday....<br /><br />Going to change my blog layout again, getting very tired of it, especially when compared to other blogs....<br /><br />Band prac today was like from 9 - 2, first half was sectionals but wasn't that productive.... Combine was very tiring especially after <em>Symphonic Dances </em>and<em> Postcards From Singapore.</em><br /><br /><em>Postcards</em> is a combination of 3 different movements that play all the old folk songs from Singapore, Malay one ah...<br /><br />Can't think much right now...<br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><br /><em>[Input helpful suggestion to help out French Horn Section] [Please...]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5736801691779116557?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-64280969951483177222009-01-01T02:20:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:21.974-07:00<em>HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>[Input New Year Resolution]</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6428096995148317722?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-38038486413772085282008-12-29T05:50:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:22.000-07:00So, I went to China last last Friday, just came back on last Friday.<br /><br />Very very sorry cause couldn't blog from China due to internet problems.... At least I've survived the cold and melamin poisoning (*_*)<br /><br />To sum up my time in China:<br /><ul><li>Seriously cold: About -11 to -2 in Beijing, -20 to -15 in Harbin [Ha-er-b-ing]</li><li><em>Die Die</em> <strong>Cold</strong> in the Mountains: <em>-30</em> while we wore clothes only for -20 max</li><li>Very Noisy</li><li>Food not that good...</li><li>Wind in Beijing very bad, worser than Harbin</li><li>Looked like puffed up versions of self under all the clothes</li><li>Went skiing</li><li>Singapore Airlines very nice</li><li>Bored to death...</li><li>Read <em>Brisingr</em> more than 20 times...</li><li>Place was more like ice than snow...</li><li>Saw snow for the first time</li><li>Now lips are cracking</li></ul><p>Got photos to post up next time...</p><p>Very emo right now cause wanted to go school but had to stay at home to babysit younger brother... And just got the com fixed!!<em>[Again..]</em></p><p>Extremely emo right now cause missed the <em>Philyouth Concert</em>, had alot of <em>French Horn</em> pieces such as <em>Persis Overture, El Carmino Real </em>and <em>Symphonic Overture</em> <em>[think so..]</em> Ex-Sl(Elton) was playing in the concert, so yeah I missed alot...</p><p>Missed my friend Judith's birthday party on the 23rd, soooooooooooooooooo sorry.......... [<em>And to those from 8051....]</em></p><p><em></em> </p><p>Finally finished the last MindChamps course, <em>Empower U</em>, just before China. So damn fun and high energy!! Going again!! Wooo!!</p><p> </p><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><em>[Input last comment]</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3803848641377208528?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-42560118161737872612008-12-11T06:11:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:22.018-07:00Sorry for not posting on last Saturday... Was late and was extremely tired<br /><br />Entire day was spent practising like crazy, during one of the rehersals when the sec3 went for friday prayers, I was left to play his solo... First time: Didn't play, Second time: Screwed up like hell(Mr Tan looked pissed off...) Around the afternoon we were just downstairs the hall practising for like over 1hour++, maybe 2hour...<br /><br />Spam practise until fell asleep....<br /><br />Practise again, then fell asleep again... haiz...<br /><br />Then went for combined band prac with Nan Hua, play <em>Eighties Gold</em> which is basically songs from the eighties: <em>Thriller <span style="font-size:85%;">by Michael Jackson</span><span style="font-size:100%;">,</span> Somewhere out There <span style="font-size:85%;">from An American Tail</span></em><span style="font-size:100%;"><em>, <span style="font-size:85%;">Theme Song from</span> Footloose.</em> The Nan Hua people were VERY loud, even the clarinet Sl right next to the section was complianing...</span><br /><br />Right now not feeling quite well, sore throat and slight fever maybe...<br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><br /><em>[Finally got Warcraft from cousins!!! Wooo!!!]</em><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4256011816173787261?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-52818502629384849862008-12-03T19:21:00.000-08:002011-10-27T10:55:22.037-07:00Seems that the blog was dead for awhile... Doesn't matter, I've been emoing from 2days from my last post to about last week...<br /><br />Not much change in my life though: Recollection II was cancelled, Guest Performance tomorrow, Can't play last page of <em>Symphonic Dances: Fiddler on the Roof, </em>Panicking right now, Gave stones to ex-Sl on farewell (Sooooo sorry....), Emo-ing ever since<br /><br />November was like a emo month for me, day after day kept getting worse....<br /><br />Never mind, blog more on Saturday after concert....<br /><br /><br /><em>~Jlwr</em><br /><br /><em>[Still making adjustments here and there]</em><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5281850262938484986?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-55297172164942128122008-10-29T21:26:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.062-07:00I'm going mad just trying to decide whether to take what subject combo, technically I've chosen CH(Combined Humanities)Geog with Triple Science combo but unsure whether it's the right choice...<br /><br />[Input Advice Here]<br /><br />So anyways, just came back from the dentist with my braces tightened and with changed wire. It's begun to hurt again like always, but I'm used to it already. And just recieved horrible news: Apparently I won't be removing my braces until around middle or end of Term 1 next year which sadly clashes with the SYF. So I'm right now panicking cause if they remove the braces just like a few weeks before SYF then I'm most likely screwed... So I'm going to talk to current- SL about it and see how, most likely tomorrow cause apparently he's sick right now I think...<br /><br />[Input Helpful Suggestions to Solve Screwed Up Problem Here]<br /><br />I'm still tweaking the WarCraft III but not to much avail, apparently I need to get Frozen Throne from Xiong Le to be able to use most of the programs or at least ask Hao Yang to hack the software for me...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>~Joshualwr</em><br /><em>p.s I can finally hit high G on the horn!!! Now trying high A cause Symphonic Movement(SYF piece) have to hold from high F onwards...</em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5529717216494212812?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-35123227992145742382008-10-27T00:33:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.089-07:00So, I've seen to have yet to post for about almost a week I think, don't really bother checking...Was tweaking the WarCraft III but to no avail right now, must be because it's not the latest version so I must go yell at Xiong Le.<br /><br />Hmm... I've seems that I've got currently nothing to blog about....<br /><br /><br />~<em>Joshualwr</em><br /><em>p.s I seem to use very little amount of short forms... (who cares??)</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3512322799214574238?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-86232995226203816712008-10-15T06:25:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.110-07:00Wasted quite alot of money today...<br /><br />Currently wasted about 30++ dollars I think, cause went to watch 2 movies earlier. Was suppose only to watch <em>Eagle Eye</em> with You Duen, Soo Wei, Darren, Shi Wei and Zaki but later on met with Sam and the rest of his class and decided to watch <em>House Bunny</em> together...<br /><br />So both movies cost like about $6 per person cause got some student discount, not to mention got other stuff to eat as well...<br /><br />After <em>House Bunny</em>, we were all thinking: <em>How the hell did House Bunny be rated PG???</em> (It's just screwed up!!!)<br />There were multiple close to nudity scenes and other sexual connatations!!! (Connatations is a chim way to say refrences) Damn freaking wrong sia...<br /><br />But I have to say <em>Eagle Eye</em> was damn freaking nice!!! Was the best action movie I've seen so far, it keeps you on the edge of your seat and my ass did really hurt after that.<br /><br />So for my advice for today: Watch <em>House Bunny</em> is you're looking for sick perverted humour<br /> Watch <em>Eagle Eye </em>is a MUST!!!<br /><br />So I've got to pack up my stuff now, so <em>That's all folk's!!</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Joshualwr</em><br /><em>p.s Should try to watch 2 movies on the same day again...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8623299522620381671?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-65989925817923307462008-10-14T06:46:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.132-07:00Making a few adjustments here and there, and just ignore the 'Other stuff...' section cause I'm still working on it...<br /><br />Trying to organise the 'Friends to Count On' section as well, though I doubt would have much progress... (Trying looking at my study area...)<br /><br />Maybe by next week after I've planned everything out, I'll implant the changes but for now it'll be minor stuff here and there so just ignore them for now...<br /><br /><em>~Joshualwr</em><br /><em>p.s I feel like I'm talking to no-one...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6598992581792330746?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-23841835057980182682008-10-14T06:05:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.156-07:00REALLY, REALLY bored right now... not to mention that shoulders are hurting from major sunburn. Seriously can't wait to go back to school to see friends!!<br /><br />So far not much good stuff compared to bad stuff...<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Bad Stuff</span></strong><br /><ul><li>Cut self while trying to use new shaver (yes,for those who don't know, I'm shaving)</li><li>Bleeding continued for about 1/2 hour</li><li>Totally died today at sec2 prac</li><li>Arms aching</li><li>Face damn red</li><li>Dota that I got from Xiong Le not working properly, apparently got stuck with Invoker's skills instead of hero's skills</li><li>Really bored right now...</li><li>Trying to preoccupy self</li><li>Read finish Eyeshield 21 manga (so damn nice sia!!! Now have to wait for new updates...)</li><li>D.Gray Man manga boring...</li><li>This <strong><em>list </em></strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong><em>continues</em></strong>.....</span></li></ul><p><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Good Stuff</span></strong></p><ul><li>Got new mouthpiece 2weeks ago!! (I think..)</li><li>At least got stuff to do tomorrow...</li><li>Mr Chia off my back for mustache...</li><li>New mouthpiece damn nice!!!</li><li>Got Dota liao!!</li><li>Going to watch Eagle Eye tomorrow!!</li><li>Music is my life!! (Not much change on this...)</li><li>Got new shaver (Manual, that's why I cut myself... Blade much sharper than old one...)</li><li>Bleeding stopped</li></ul><p> </p><p>I think that's about all.... or maybe got other stuff to add but can't think of them right now...</p>Very bored, can't continue to think what to add...<br /><br />Trying to find something <em>fun</em> to do...<br /><br /><br /><em>*Haizz*</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~Joshualwr</em><br /><em>p.s Can recomend stuff for me to do??</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Thx</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><em><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</span></strong></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2384183505798018268?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-61816286052450533282008-09-23T07:02:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.181-07:00This is going to be my last post before the exams so that my(unfortunate) readers can take a break and so that I can chiong for EOY.<br /><br />Anyways...Going to get new French Horn Mouthpiece from horn tutor that ex-Sl knows about. Haven't call him yet, but have to call him by tomorrow or else to late...<br /><br /><strong>Current French Horn Mouthpiece:</strong><br />Brand: Dennis Wick London<br />Colour: Golden<br />Size: 5N(Average size I think)<br />Pro-ness: Ok-ok...(Not user friendly)<br /><br /><strong>New French Horn Mouthpiece:</strong><br />Brand: Pizka (Cannot find in Singapore; Good brand)<br />Colour: Golden (Ex-Sl's one is silver; Dunno if makes a difference)<br />Size: 5N (I think...)<br />Pro-ness: Good (There's no 'Excellent' mouthpiece, but Mr Tan says it's good)<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Must call Horn Tutor(Colin Ng I think...) by tomorrow!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And to all those who read my blog:<br /><br /><strong>GOOD LUCK FOR END-OF-YEAR EXAMS!!!!</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>AS WELL FOR O-LEVEL'S!!!!</strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And <em>remember</em>:<br /><br /><br /><strong><em>Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6181628605245053328?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-57227762231209732322008-09-19T09:10:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.203-07:00'Yesterday' was the last day of confident communicator, and I'm saying 'yesterday' as just came back home and it's now 12+.<br /><br />Confident Communicator was fun, same same overall ah. Nothing special...<br /><br />But very sad as not going to see friends anymore until exams over, after exams going Wild Wild Wet and have maybe BBQ at Downtown East...<br /><br />Happy cause 'yesterday' was birthday!!!<br /><br />HAHA!! IN YOUR FACES!! Didn't get to tau pok me this time!! LOL!! HAHA!!<br /><br />Getting new mouthpiece 'today' for birthday present as parents insisted....(Wanted to buy with my own money) Getting a Pizka 5N French Horn Mouthpiece 'today'... With thanks to ex-Sl who help me.<br /><br />But according to him I cannot change mouthpiece 2-3months before performance... And I changing after taking off braces which is in November-December, but got Recollections 2 concert in December so have to wait until after Recollections to change mouthpiece.<br /><br />Unless I change right away...<br /><br />Going to miss all my friends from MindChamps...*sniff*<br /><br />Now got nothing to do except revision as no catechism for next 2weeks and now no more MindChamps...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. HAHA!! NEVER TAU POK ME!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />P.S. Might need to keep a look out on Monday....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5722776223120973232?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-18595003357413684692008-09-17T05:21:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.229-07:00Going to keep this post short.<br /><br />Went to band room today, Mr Tan arrived at about 3+ I think. Then he went around correcting people techniques, mostly got Sec2's only as Sec3's go home tank studies. Some Sec3's came down but left after Mr Tan corrected their mistakes.<br /><br />Taught me how to improve my tone and firmness of embrochue(I think I spelt it wrongly...) by just focusing more are into the mouthpiece and more diaphragm support.<br /><br />Got Art stuff to finish off and Home-Ed research to finish...<br /><br />Posting later on in the week...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Forgot to ask Mr Tan where to find good mouthpiece... Need to ask most likely tomorrow...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1859500335741368469?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-42089757326925661112008-09-16T08:03:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.251-07:00For those who read my blog(those poor souls..), I would like to ask whether the previous layout for the blog was nicer than the current one?<br /><br />Previous:<br />Full white background<br />Darker colours for titles<br />Dark text<br /><br />Current:<br />Full black background<br />Lighter colours for titles<br />Light text<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Like the new photo at the top??<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4208975732692566111?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-82148652320096879512008-09-16T07:56:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.276-07:00Just finished Home-Ed project, now got to worry about tomorrow...<br /><br />Only about 1hour away....<br /><br />Came back late from Confident Communicator....<br /><br />Trying to buck up results for SA2, might stop blogging for a few days here and there...<br /><br />Need to find someone who know where to get good French Horn mouthpiece brand, or someone who can help me get...<br /><br />Sianz of doing"..."....<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Most likely latest post so far...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8214865232009687951?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-55782644158266240322008-09-15T07:30:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.299-07:00Changed the blog background stuff to black again, so emo again...<br /><br />Too lazy to search for blog skins to use...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. No space for D.Gray Man pics<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5578264415826624032?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-33464742621221266492008-09-15T04:53:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.319-07:00Don't know why I'm blogging right now... I know I should be studying, but know got something else to do, just can't remember...<br /><br />Today had SA2 newspaper writing on an 'unknown' topic, 'apparently' it was on speech day. So wasted about the first few minutes trying to think how to write, then found out got like 3 people around me write like more than half a page liao.. wtf...<br /><br />Had no OPW today so was released early today.<br /><br />Met Russell Scully, friend from primary school now in St Pat's, on bus no.12. Talked about school, studies and stuff. Missed good friends from primary school, apparently he's the only one I keep in touch with outside VS. Apparently got other St Pat people look at us wondering why got VS talking to St Pat student...<br /><br />Lastly trying to remember what to do for home-ed...<br /><br />And just remembered had Art tomorrow and never prepare....<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Going to die tomorrow....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3346474262122126649?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-62246584687353438522008-09-12T03:43:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.357-07:00Haven't blog since 8th... Got work that had to be done...<br /><br />I HATE Term 4...<br /><br />Exams are only next month; End of Year concert obviously at 'end of year' with 5+ new scores to learn; Braces being removed almost just next to End of Year concert...<br /><br />I have no idea what I'm talking about...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I HATE Term 4<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6224658468735343852?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-18307921174788417692008-09-08T06:46:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.385-07:00Just cut hair, don't know why blogging again, trying to think of better tittle, trying to entertain self.<br />Searching random names of people I know, blogging, trying to find something to do, blogging.<br /><br />A message to those in VSCB or any band member that even reads my sad, emo blog to tell me two things:<br /><br />1. Where the hell can I get a GOOD French Horn Mouthpiece?<br />2. What brand should I get??<br /><br />Most likely going out to ex-Sl who had already bought own mouthpiece or current Sl who knows but don't want to bother them cause of coming exams. (or even ex-ex-Sl who I have no idea if he even knows of this blog.)<br /><br />Going for Confident Communicator at MindChamps tomorrow, need to bring jeans.<br /><br />There goes my last chance to buck up my grades.<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I'm bored... Come on guess my birthday! Guess! Guess! (Those who know better shuddup!)<br /><br /><br />(Yes that means those from VSCB or my section and ex-Sl and ex-ex-Sl especially)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1830792117478841769?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-90338808873366270092008-09-08T02:58:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.403-07:00Waiting for tution to start so would do a post now.<br /><br />Finally finished the MindChamps course but still have to go back there for the next 2weeks on tuesday and thursday for some other lessons as its part of the entire thing.<br /><br />Was expecting to go for church and catethism (bible study for those who don't know) this Sunday but can't go cause got to go down to Chinatown to celebrate grandmother's birthday.<br />Not that I don't want to go for her birthday, just that VERY upset not able to go for cat class or church...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. No longer over weight, go check my B.M.I. Ha ha!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-9033880887336627009?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-1743484473305676042008-09-05T08:36:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.421-07:00Had Band Day Camp yesterday, today body very pain all over...(don't mind the Singlish) The camp was not very good, especially the Circuit Games. Damn crappy cause have to keep moving all over the place, last year was in a straight line. Had drills as well, then had FUN drills, which involved Sec1 and Sec2 to go down into pumping position then they would throw water bombs at us. Current Sl went to put 2 starch water bags into my shirt and smacked it...<br /><br />Had Barbecue later on, had to do most of the cooking with help with other batchmates. And I can tell you that the fire was DAMN freaking hot.<br /><br />Now got bad tanned skin, aching muscles, homework to finish, a horn to clean, broken pride to mend, a plan to kill Xiong Le and a way to fix ALL of that in 2 days...<br /><br />I love my life...<br /><br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I'm not retarded...<br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen to it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-174348447330567604?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-46950696032050288992008-08-26T04:36:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.442-07:00Right now if you have seen I've deleted the previously two posts, as no point to keep those just to make me angry again...<br /><br />Sorry to all that I've offened or insulted or tempted to kill other than myself. When I get angry I tend to go all out... Sorry...<br /><br />I feel very demoralized cause I seriously screwed up my CA this time... Don't want to talk about it right now...... Need to buck up for SA2, but just looking at my results i feel like hidding in a corner and die...<br /><br />Seriously want to go back to church, but got no time to, not until 3weeks from now...<br /><br />I feel so empty....<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Sorry couldn't get the music player for blog cause wasn't really motivated to do so last few weeks<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-4695069603205028899?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-179782353384541612008-08-20T07:53:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.465-07:00............<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Today went through Geog, Chinese and Maths CA2 paper and I did HORRIBLY for all. Even though I got about 22/30 for maths still feel lousy as I knew that I could do better. Chinese and Geog failed....Chinese got 38/80 while Geog got 9.5/25... Yes I know Geog is dam freaking bad...<br /><br />Got alot of project due already, while going through home ed, I began to feel guilty... Because the recipe I chose for the group to cook failed miserably and I feel totally responsible as I could have chose something else but I had to stick to that choice... I feel lousy........<br /><br />Skipped national anthem band prac to day as needed to finish off art project, I feel even worse... And still have to skip sectionals tomorrow as well, but doesn't make much of a difference as during the times that the current SL had actually held his own sectionals, which means not during Friday or Saturday when Mr Tan asks us to split up for sectionals, was only 1 time since handover... So SLACK!! But still feel bad.....<br /><br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I'm not like Alif or Jun Da, I'm not emo...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-17978235338454161?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-88963925366291085792008-08-18T06:14:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.482-07:00Today had Bio and the teacher was going on about reproduction in humans and this is not stuff they teach in primary school!!(For obvious reasons) The entire class was laughing their ball's off,(not literaly but yeah) even Iskandar(previous moniter turn prefect) laughed like crazy and that's rare!!(Not that he doesn't laugh but that he NEVER laughs that hard!!) So yeah, today was really funny and alot of sick stuff came out today, thus I shall not reveal what had happened to prevent myself from being blacklisted...<br /><br />But seriously dam funny!!<br />Like having crash course sex ed by bio form teacher who is a guy in an all boys school, you can't help laughing!!<br /><br />Although I can reveal some jokes...<br /><em>Linus(classmate/idiot): Sir what happens when you mix sperm with sperm instead with the egg??</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Mr Gabriell(teacher): Good question! So class do you know what do you get when you mix sperms together other than Linus??</em><br /><br />So damn funny!!!<br />Sorry but the rest cannot be exposed to the world or even my blog as we have taken the unspoken oath of a Victorian to never reveal <em>this</em> sort of subject to anywhere.(same for band, what ever is said, <em>shown</em>, done or refered to shall be kept within the four corners of the band room.)<br /><br />Seriously...<br /><br />Still trying to find August Rush score and a damned music player for blog, and if you check had check the c-box(and if you have no life) you would have realised that my ex-sl also knows the music so going to ask him whether can find it or not... Plus other music!<br /><br />Got to sweep the floor now...*Sigh*<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Got new scores for end of year concert. They are DAMN BLOODY @%#*$^%&amp;^ hard!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8896392536629108579?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-39181242986700932432008-08-14T06:38:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.498-07:00Can someone like tell me where to get music player for blog leh??? Tired of trying to search for it myself!!!<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3918124298670093243?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-59692449727227479392008-08-14T06:29:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.515-07:00Exams almost over soon, and trying to understand the concept of osmosis. Still trying to find the music player for blog, and listening to music from August Rush. DAMN NICE!!<br /><br />Got music for the piece that the character had "composed" it's seriously nice! Sadly it's for symphonic band so VSCB might not be able to play cause might not have the score, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!<br /><br />Screwed up Mother Tongue Oral today same as always and was like staring at the teacher for like half a minute trying to say something.... argh!! Bio going to be hard tomorrow according to bio teacher...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Tried searching your name yet??<br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5969244972722747939?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-37696397567564137242008-08-12T07:56:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.530-07:00Just watched a film called August Rush and it's great. Despite having bad reviews from critics, it has lovely music, strike that last part, it has excellent music.<br /><br />It re-opened my eyes to why I enjoy music, it was just lovely...<br /><br />As one of he characters said:"You can not quit from music. It's where you can just let go of everything."<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I'm in awe....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Music is everywhere, you just have to listen for it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3769639756756413724?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-57346250208212182002008-08-09T02:58:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.546-07:00With the Exams just coming up soon, I've been hitting the books hard so couldn't blog.<br /><br />Yesterday had the Mass Run and as sport official had to direct the flow of runners. Apparently got alot of other schools there as well, St. Stephens(Primary School) was there too, saw Ariel Yeo.<br /><br />Had a message from the current Sl who had only held 1 sectional since handover and thats about 1month++. He said that I playing 1st for Symphonic Movement, the piece the band would be playing for SYF next year, because once I remove my braces(end of year) I'll be pro like hell...(lol) *Sigh* Need to practise...<br />Sadly can't right now as instrument needs to be sent for repair plus had braces tightened again yesterday and it's hurting badly. So badly that apparently one of my tooth had moved out of place due to unknown reasons and it's killing me!!<br /><br />Lastly trying to find the music player thingy that can play music on my blog... Help please to anyone who reads this blog.(Most likely no one reads this anyway...)<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Hao Yang fell sick so can't get pictures from him...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5734625020821218200?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-20744149388966869512008-08-05T03:53:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.561-07:00Got alot of projects to do right now so I'll TRY to keep this post short.(Like I'll do any of them right now...)<br /><br />Err...Went around Katong today for OPW(Online Project Work), suppose to do a trail about our topic we were given at the start of the year. We got the topic "People" and it sucks! Went to Mac's first but was expecting to eat in school so bought very little... Then went around looking around the route that we were suppose to plot out. Was suppose to take photos so Hao Yang and Xiong Le did that, Xiong Le's file broke apart twice and the second time was DAMN funny. The file broke apart on the road side and MOST of his papers flew onto the road.<br /><br />LOL! Laughed like mad! Hao Yang took some photos of what had happened, he says he's going to add those photos in as well when he send to me. But I'm not going to use those photos of Xiong Le to ruin his reputation by posting it all over the web and making him a laug....<br /><br /><br />Going to call Hao Yang now!<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. When you have an opportunity to exploit someone's weakness, don't hestate... Do what NIKE does: Just Do It!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2074414938896686951?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-72489879718168601772008-08-04T07:02:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.581-07:00Guess what? Yesterday went for MindChamp workshop and you know what?? Jumped over the table, placed my wrist on the table and turned to fast. Head hit the nearby chair and ankle twisted and hit a guy sitting on the floor. And MAN! That hurt!<br /><br />Plus today I was breaking apart my 3 by 3 rubics cube when I took my 4 by 4 rubics cube and took it apart by accident and guess what?? The thing came apart and I don't even know how to put it back cause the centre core is not a cube/cross-like-thing like the normal 3 by 3 cube but a SPHERE!! DAMN IT!! A SPHERE!!!<br /><br />Man the past few days suck like hell, not to mention that today had to see Chia(DM) and didn't have time to warm up for Morning Assembly and screwed up like hell...<br /><br />Exams are next week and I'm like "What Exams??..." It's true! I'm like 90% joke and 10% serious... Trying to change the percentage though...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Reading the Dresden Files right now, man the book is excellent!! Search for it!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Note to self: DO NOT try to jump over a table with large amounts of obstacles.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Try Searching your Name on Google. (I've tried and you won't find me anywhere on the web! HA!)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7248987971816860177?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-7822608730508300212008-07-31T06:13:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.604-07:00Yes, I've killed him... No point in keeping him anyways...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S.If anyone of you had grown fond of that Monkey, well to bad! Get your own!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-782260873050830021?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-65388221828636600882008-07-31T05:47:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.623-07:00*Sigh* I feel miserable.<br /><br />Today had some survey thing to do in IT lab, then the class was making alot of noise even though the teacher there Mr Johari(he's not actually a teacher, he's just the D&amp;T expert) had asked us to line up in index number. Since both monitors weren't there as they were locking up the classroom, I shouted at the class to line up in their index number.(I hold two posts in class committee.) Well most of them had listened, but Ying Liang(or Ah Liang or gay as we call him) went to talk back saying why must I shout, I not monitor and stuff plus other things that had pissed me off.<br /><br />Then I just shouted vulgarities at him then Mr Johari then told me off, and yet again the bloody Ah Liang went to laugh and then say why must shout and stuff.(Most of it I didn't hear it but I heard enough to piss me off.) Then I just threw my stuff on to the ground, walked right up into his face(not literally) and punched him square in the jaw.(Didn't use much strength but I was mad.) Other classmates separated us and Mr Johari told me off again then carried on with the survey.<br /><br />This must not sound manly or something but...<br /><br /><br /><br />I was crying when I went to whack him.<br /><br /><br />I don't know why but I was just crying. The tears just flowed out and I couldn't help it...<br />I now regret that I whacked him cause I just...just regret as it's not how I am..... I just can't bear it on my conscience. I just can't. Most of the time when I whack someone I would just be joking but this is the first time I wanted to beat up someone and beat him up until he bled in agony... I can get mad but not that... Anything but that...<br /><br /><br /><br />I think that's why I cried cause I couldn't bear too see myself like that??<br /><br /><br />My friends know that I don't really whack people for real unless I'm pissed or mad... Do they?? I just don't even know who are my friends anymore and I hate being a burden... I just hate it...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Only place I can express my self is here and only here...As the name states. *Sigh*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6538822182863660088?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-88866016929743584512008-07-30T07:17:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.643-07:00DAMN!! Can't navigate in Justin's blog. Need help!! THX!!<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S.Help Leh?? Plus going to add more links<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8886601692974358451?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-84828745507543742962008-07-30T05:33:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.671-07:00For the past few years of my life I've kept on failing my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">NAFA</span> tests like crazy, only passing sit and reach and sit-ups, but this year was much better... :)<br /><br />For Sit-Ups I got about 35; Inclined pull-ups got 8(For me that's good cause the past few years I kept on getting 0); Sit and Reach I got 42; Shuttle-Run I got 11.6 seconds(Pass, YES!); 2.4 got 16min 30sec(fail by 30sec) and lastly failed standing broad jump.(No surprise here...)<br /><br />So overall didn't pass but was much better than previous years including last year...<br /><br />~<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Joshualwr</span><br />P.S. So this year I'm more fit than before.<br />P.S. I'm Catholic<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8482874550754374296?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-72130778313601111452008-07-27T07:27:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.692-07:00I'm currently lost in what to do right now. Whether to strive hard and play hard or just to do nothing... I'm currently lost, well lost in every sense of direction. I just don't know what or how or even why I should do things any more...<br /><br /><br />I'm just stressed out...Lost at my wits end and no longer have the will to do anything... <br /><br /><br />I've lost my faith in almost everything and anything...( I miss God...)<br /><br /><br />There's just no one to talk to...<br /><br />~Joshua<br />P.S. (I don't even know what to put here anymore...)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-7213077831360111145?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-88323407662986417592008-07-22T04:23:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.733-07:00Haven't blogged in days... IF you had read the previous post, you would know why... Thus now I'm here to tell you why. ( Cue flashback!)<br /><br /><br /><br />Technically, it was because my playing skills in band have dropped from above average to Sec 1 standard to rock bottom... Since band (music) is the only thing that right now matters alot to me right now, I went into "Depression".(So called "depression" but not till the point suicide was on my mind, more or else depression...) So went to emo for the past few days, till my father finally talked me out of it in like about what? 2-3 days? I was expecting to continue to go on for a week or so... Still I was in and out of depression,(omg! Getting damn emo) cause I still couldn't play as well and the rest of my batch could(well most of them) play very well.<br /><br />So right now somewhat back to normal except for the playing problem.(Trying to get Mr Tan-Conductor-to teach me all over again from scratch or at least get Sec4 to help) Other than that and apart from a slight memory loss over the past "depression" days, everything's back to normal!(I hope...)<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Now trying to spam posts to push the few previous post back to hell!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-8832340766298641759?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-17956771724728491512008-07-12T00:19:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.757-07:00I'm in a state of depression right now... Not going to say why but yeah, I'm depressed<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Not blogging for next few days...(Months...Years...Decades...Centuries...)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-1795677172472849151?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-30441697701212391402008-07-08T06:28:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.774-07:00I am so bored that I am typing without short forms. Arrrgghhh!!! Need to do Maths to liven up life... Either that or I play music but need to practise techniques so there's no fun in that, or I blog which I am doing right now...(lol) Err.. So went down for Kumon just now,(for those who don't know what Kumon is I suggest you search it on Google) so sian... Cause I'm doing Maths there(use to do English but completed already) and what I'm learning right now is Factorization which I've already learnt in the start of the year. Plus now in school learning Linear Equations but also learnt it before in Kumon so I'm seriously bored right now...<br /><br />Plus saw a girl in Kumon who's (most likely) from the same church as me as saw her durin the camp. Sadly only found out that her name in short form is Tisa, although I know she's a completer in English.(Meaning that she completed the English level in Kumon same as me but she completed eariler than me. Damn!)<br /><br />So BORED right now that it's.....Err....INTERESTING!! OMG! Didn't even think that that was possible...<br /><br /><br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. The sauce below in the previous post is suppose to be sauce for a Spaghetti...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-3044169770121239140?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-63754474806271809402008-07-07T06:44:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.793-07:00<div><div>Wasn't able to blog the pass few days as I was...err...lazy, yeah lazy! So the day was fine, some of my classmates came over to do Home Ed project, although the sauce turned out to be like...err...(I think it's something that I should not say on my blog without locking it) So far I still have that emptiness that I can't explain.<br /><br /><div>Anyway here are the photos of me the last few years...(Compare carefully, I am seriously less fat)</div><br /><div></div>2005<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj2noglJI/AAAAAAAAAEM/CrsrKDSoi0A/s1600-h/DSCN0813.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220274339334624402" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 140px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 192px" height="242" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj2noglJI/AAAAAAAAAEM/CrsrKDSoi0A/s320/DSCN0813.JPG" width="177" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2006</div><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIkzuwzcDI/AAAAAAAAAEc/XmGhQm7RfaI/s1600-h/DSCN0655.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220275389220483122" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 195px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 166px" height="193" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIkzuwzcDI/AAAAAAAAAEc/XmGhQm7RfaI/s320/DSCN0655.JPG" width="179" border="0" /></a></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2006</div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj2VnPs2I/AAAAAAAAAEE/LkVHD3UHzrE/s1600-h/DSCN0641.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220274334497485666" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 237px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 220px" height="218" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj2VnPs2I/AAAAAAAAAEE/LkVHD3UHzrE/s320/DSCN0641.JPG" width="168" border="0" /></a></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj2VnPs2I/AAAAAAAAAEE/LkVHD3UHzrE/s1600-h/DSCN0641.JPG"></a></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Today</div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj27vdW5I/AAAAAAAAAEU/izS3iyJp_Yo/s1600-h/DSC00257.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220274344732482450" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHIj27vdW5I/AAAAAAAAAEU/izS3iyJp_Yo/s320/DSC00257.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I got no 2007 photo cause didn't take any. Seriously I'm less fat now.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>~Joshualwr</div><br /><div>P.S. Here's a photo of the 'sauce' today<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHImW9O3idI/AAAAAAAAAEk/BXqT68ijKCg/s1600-h/DSC00255.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220277093911726546" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_UP_wrhEWzA4/SHImW9O3idI/AAAAAAAAAEk/BXqT68ijKCg/s320/DSC00255.JPG" border="0" /></a></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-6375447480627180940?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-54881693876259818022008-07-05T06:10:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.815-07:00Since I've nothing to do right now so I'll talk about my primary school band, although there isn't much to talk about... I was able to find out more info on how the band is right now, but stil the teacher in-charge won't reply my e-mails!!!<br /><br />Ok, I was able to find out that Ariel Yeo moved from Euphonium to Tuba dispite his small size and became the SL as well as assistant Band Major. So did Joshua Dyason, he also be came the E flat horn SL. This is so as the teachers-in-charge won't allow P6 students to hold any posts. Makes me somewhat feel happy to see my juniors to take up such responsibility although when they reach Secondary school they'll realise that they suck.(lol)<br /><br />Really wish to go back to primary school one day or at least see the band again.<br /><br />To rap up the past 1 day<br />1. Going for Mind Champs tomorrow<br />2. Friends coming over on Monday to do Home Ed project<br />3. Bored to death<br /><br /><br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. (Got nothing to put here...)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-5488169387625981802?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-3868981284015123362008-07-03T04:48:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.836-07:00Ok..Went through old photos of myself, notice that I was WAY much fatter than I am right now. Plus just two years ago I was shorted than my dad by like about 15+cm, but now I'm like 7+cm taller than he is now. Holy crap I must be having a growth spurt.<br /><br />Today ran 2.4km, came in like about 83 in 108 people. Damn, still too slow man... Need to post some photos of me some years ago to see the growth spurt.<br /><br />Reminds me so much about my primary school life, primary school was the best! Although right now I seriously wish I was less fat.<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I'm still don't know what to do now, except from losing weight.(Heart aches)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-386898128401512336?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-27383648966594653822008-07-02T06:13:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.853-07:00To sum up what happened the past few days:<br /><br />1. Handover was ok...<br />2. Computer crashed when got home for unknown reasons<br />3. Not my fault this time<br />4. Life almost back to normal<br />5. Got 26 files to go through with about 100+ scores in them<br />6. Got one of my senior's horn today(not the one that I wanted)<br />7. Going to clean it on Saturday cause BM never washed it.<br /><br />So, yeah that's about what happened so far when the computer crashed-which is totally not my fault-till now.<br /><br />Handover was ok, except for the part when I got splashed by ex-SL(Section Leader) by a pail of water. It was meant for someone else, but he threw it on me purposly. And yes I did drink pure concentrate of mango and blueberry syrup, two cups full.(Took extra from friends)<br /><br />On the last note, going for some Mind Champ workshop this Sunday and swimming changed to Saturday. Additionally, do not know why Kaine(sir) keeps looking at me during band prac.(Most likely because I keep on saying 'Shit!' when I make a mistake)<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Need to find a photo of myself for the blog.<br />P.S. I have this P.S. so that I don't forget stuff, cause I always do.(Except for Maths)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2738364896659465382?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-91495724665081797952008-06-27T07:05:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.870-07:00I'm scared right now as tomorrow is Handover which is when the Sec4's step down from band and and it over to the Sec3's. Normally it's not really that scary but more of fun and excitement right??<br /><br />WRONG!!!<br /><br />Got a message from a senior today saying "Prepare for alot of pumping(push-ups)", technically the seniors do this as it's their las t chance to do so before they leave the school as after this they would hold no power over the band except as alumni. I don't really know what had happened at the last Handover as I was absent, therfore I'm worried that the seniors would purposely take it out on me.<br /><br />I just got a bad feeling about tomorrow...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. Got swimming tomorrow at SRC instead of Sunday... I'll be DAMN tired by then though...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-9149572466508179795?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7993058680927501056.post-26465067977261576942008-06-25T05:40:00.000-07:002011-10-27T10:55:22.886-07:00Okk... I don't know what to do now so I'm blogging, seriously. It still feels like the school holidays expect with school...Life is somewhat empty for me now, and I seriously HOPE to have 3 wishes.<br /><br />My first wish would be like: I wish I knew what I could wish for.<br /><br />My second wish would be: I wish what wish I wanted to wish to come through.<br /><br />My third wish would be: I wish this was real...(Either that or to be a pro french hornist)<br />(Okk... so THAT would be my first wish.)<br /><br />I don't really expect to live long as-if you had read my c-box-I had spelled my teacher-in-charge name wrongly and I could most likely be killed... I'm being somewhat serious here...Although it doesn't feel like it though...<br /><br />~Joshualwr<br />P.S. I'm still bored... Ok! My second wish would be to find something to do that won't bore me!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7993058680927501056-2646506797726157694?l=expressthemusicinyoursoul.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jlwrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08785811444291491526noreply@blogger.com